11 years later.

 

Princess is 11 today. There will be a festival of sorts, cupcakes at school, dinner with friends, a Saturday night party, more cake. She deserves it; after all she is my sunshine girl.

Princess is so much more than her name. Camper extraordinaire, friend to all, t-shirt designer, Sartorialist obsessed, champion shower singer; her room is a blaze of pink and softness, her wardrobe a cornucopia of colour, hair bands and scents. She will curl up and read beside me for hours or stand in the kitchen chopping onions and stirring warmed chocolate, preparing a feast of some sort.

She cried for the first year and a half of her life. While the rest of the world settled into the comfort of knowing the new millennium would not strip us of water, power or the internet, in short the world would not stop, ( do you remember that crazy worry? the stockpiling of water and tins of chick peas? What was that?) Princess was crying, screaming even most days, cross with something that none of us could figure out. As soon as she could speak and express her discomfort when things were not specific enough for her, she stopped crying and started smiling and talking. She has not stopped since.

The first three weeks here in Kampala, back in August 2009 when we leapt over two continents to move here she was not happy. In fact she was terrified, devastated and turned inside out with misery. She wanted to leave and she wanted to go NOW. It was the first time since those early years that we had seen her so miserable and we worried that she might not overcome the discomfort of being here; the cockroaches in the “palace” the abject poverty, the dirt, the chaos. Princess likes everything “just so” and Kampala at first was anything but.

Now she often thanks us for her life, exclaiming that she is so happy, she loves the adventure of her life, the opportunity to see and feel and do so much more than her friends in the first world. I love her grateful manner and her positivity that shines through each day.

I am thinking of 11 years ago. Sharp blue skies, bone chilling wind, a late January Montreal day. As I held my little blanket wrapped parcel of love and looked out of the window of the Queen Vic, across the sheer white fields of McGill I could never have fathomed how life would change so much. Here I am 11 years later, marking the passage of time with a curly girl in my arms and I am amazed.

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3 responses to “11 years later.

  1. lovely-HAPPY HAPPY DAY!x

  2. Christina & The Montreal Millers

    I remember the first time I ever held the little bundle 11 years ago. It was in the corridor of the Westmount Y, where several moms were gathered to watch our little girls doing ballet in a room on the other side of a glass window. My social antennae tuned in to the sound of a boisterous, babbling Brit with a baby bundled in her arms. I had to find a way to introduce myself to this magnetic personality so I asked if I could hold her baby. Who could have predicted that this moment in time would be the spark to start a lasting friendship, the birth of a sisterhood?

  3. Kim Drummond

    Its been so long since I spent time on 3limes and now will get nothing done today….Lovely reflections on your daughter and the power of resilience, a positive attitude and just being so loved and appreciated by a fabulous mother. I look forward to your book Samantha.

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